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artistic_writer
20 August 2008 @ 06:56 pm
The Girl who can't catch a break...  
...that's me.  Last night, whilst watching TV, my nan had a heart attack.  She is in hospital at the mo because her heart is still being erratic and they  want to monitor her more closely.  Friday will be the earliest she is allowed home but even that looks dubious, and in the mean time i am in charge of the house and taking care of my grandad, as well as working all day.

What's worse is she is blaming herself because she can't go on holiday in September now because she can't fly, and my grandad cant have his holiday.  He has told her he would rather have her fit and well and loose £1000 than have two weeks in the sun without her, but she is stubborn.  I can't even go to see her because i am always working during visiting hours :(  It's weird how a house that is so quiet normally turns deathly silent when its driving presence is away.

My grandad was beside himself last night.  I think he really thought he would lose his soul mate and when i think of that, and how much i think about the same with Mikey, it makes me cry.  I want her back.

<3 <3 <3

Get Well Soon Nanny
xx xx xx xx

(needless to say, and i hate to do it, Turbulence will be on hold for a while longer. I'm sorry.)
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artistic_writer
17 August 2008 @ 03:09 pm
Turbulence :+: One More For Love (chapter twelve)  
Title: One More For Love
Author: Itrustyoutokillme/ [info]artistic_writer
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Michael/Sara, Lincoln, Other
Genre: AU, Angst,
Summary:He had pressed his finger onto the cream coloured door bell button three times now. Michael knew Sara was home. He could feel her radiate through every brick of the house.
Warnings: Drama! :D
A/N: Beta'd by the lovely Pam (who's LJ user i will add in later when i can remember how to spell it! lol) Enjoy! XD


( ( One More For Love ) )

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artistic_writer
14 August 2008 @ 11:31 pm
"Cos If one day you wake up and you're missing me..."  
"...And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be..." [ The Man Who Can't be Moved - The Script ]

Wow.  LJ. Fics. Life.

No i haven't turned into some kind of poet who uses one word only accompanied by the smash of a drum or blow of a trumpet...but i do find it within myelf to come to you all with nothing but apologies. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I'm sorry isn't enough. 

Ok let us start with what everyone reads this LJ for.  My fics.  I'm sorry i haven't post/updated Turbulence for over a year.  I had no idea until just now when i looked it up for a friend that that was the case. I suck.  And my only excuse is life.  It gets in the way of the things we love and drags us all down with it.  Ok so lets see, i posted Chapter 11 of Turbulence in May 07.  They i had coursework for college to get finished by the same time.  Then i was in hopsital in July and recovering until September.  Then i got a new Job in November and Christmas was very hectic.  Then it seems everyone in my family has a birthday in the start of the year, including my new neice (who was a girl so not called LJ - poo) who was born Callie-Rose on Jan 1st 2008.  New year baby! XD  Then i passed out at work and it has tekn the doctors until now to discover i have a dodgy heart.  I know, i can make some great excuses, can't i? lol  But alas, this one is true.

It is called Inappropriate Sinus Tachycardia.  It is a heart arrythmia, or quickening heart beat, for no reason.  Imagine if your heart was beating so fast because it thought you had just exercised but you hadn't.  Imagine it doing this 7 or 8 times a day and your doctors telling you not to worry, even though the "concern rate" is 2 or 3 times a year.  Imagine having to wear ECG machiens all day, and have x rays, and blood work, after blood work, after blood work, and more ECG's and full physicals before you're doctors tell you that you have to take medication designed to prevent heart attacks of the res of your life.  Imagine, at the age of 23, being told that your medicine designed to help you function on a daily basis can cause type II diabetes and retard the growth of unborn children (luckily yours and not those of your friends lol).

Needless to say, i feel shitty.  I feel shitty cos of my heart and i feel shitty cos i haven't updated in so long.  I could go on and on, but this post would just be ever so long, and i must go to bed as i am off to the doctors (again :() tomorrow.

On a lighter note, Chapter 12 of Turbulence is finsihed.  It is 4,000 words of angsty goodness and is being beta'd as we speak by ready to post tomorrow morning.  Please, no praise, its the least i could do. :)

<3 Salem
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artistic_writer
03 March 2008 @ 09:54 pm
Turbulence Chapter 12...  
...is called "One More For Love" and is half finished ;)
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artistic_writer
02 March 2008 @ 11:40 pm
Just a quickie..  
...before i go to bed. 



remind anyone of a certain couple?  Apparently the yearning of mikey and myself to get married is obvious to all...including a 4 year old autistic girl lol. <3
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artistic_writer
20 February 2008 @ 08:53 pm
"...I only wanted to be somebody..."  
...and now here we are, we're face to face and i'm fucking you. [Somebody - Blue October]

Mikey's ring came today!  Hooray!  But i have to clear something up.  He bought me a ring, yes.  He bought me a white gold wedding band, yes.  Are we getting married? no.  I am allergic to yellow and rose gold, so i can only wear white gold, and i detest jewels, so that pretty much leaves a wedding band.  It's very purty but sadly they couldn't engrave it like Mikey wanted :(  But to make him feel better, i secretly ordered him a ring XD



Thats my one.  It's  a crappy image cos my webcam was the only photothing working at the time and i am lazy :-p



This is Mikey's.  And i Also had his engraved with our life slogan as it were.  "Validus Una" - it is latin and means "stronger together" :)




I have tiny fingers. Mikey really doesn't lol. 



Like a kid at Christmas ;)

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artistic_writer
18 February 2008 @ 05:09 pm
"...Am I too far gone to be saved?..."  
[ Open Water - Funeral For a Friend]

*sneaks into LJ*  Well, isnt this a surprise.  Lots of people kept on at me to update this thing, so i am :)  Firstly, i am really sorry i haven't been around since August.  I don't really have any excuses that  i want to go into huge detail with, otherwise i would have posted them here.  I needed to find a job (mission accomplished by the way. Woo! :D) and i got really depressed job hunting and finding nothing until November. 

Then in November the man i thought of as my dad died.  He slipped into a coma and never woke up, and he was my mums soul mate, so she was a wreck.  As the oldest of four kids, i kept the others together until she found her feet again.  Then on Dec 21st a good friend of mine was killed in a car accident.  As you can imagine, it wasn't the best year for his family, who have needed my family's help to get through, especially at his funeral which was held the day after what would have been his 24th birthday.  Then a few days after my birthday (yay, 22! lol not.) my best friends' boyfriends best friend (its confusing, but i can't jsut say "Dave" or you wont know who i mean lol) was killed in a car crash too.  His funeral was on Valentines day, and i am hoping...neigh...praying to whoever will listen that no one else i know dies :(

So i havent written anything new recently.  I have lots of ideas and i WILL finish Turbulence, its just been a bit of a tumultuous end of 07/start of 08 so far for me.  One good thing to come of it though - my brother's Daughter was born on New Years Day.  They called her Callie-Rose <3
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Leets see what else has happened...?  My Degu died.  He was 12, which is like twice the average life span.  Mikey an I got a life motto that we have engraved on our rings we bought each other. Its Validus Una, which is Latin for "Stronger Together" or so his Dad tells me, because he speaks Latin. lol.  I've met his parents now...twice. It's enough lol. I threw away all my VHS's.  I own two.  One is a movie i cant find on DVD and one is a movie that never made it to DVD.  That's about it really.

I changed the layout colours a little bit to match my bedroom.  I don't know how long my comp will last though actually.  I have no working USB ports and my motherboard doesnt always recognize all of my harddrives when i boot up.  It needs to be thrown away and a new, brand spanking, shiny machine replace it, but i am scared to get rid of my baby lol.  Plus, i have no money becuse i just bought a new bed which cost me £300/$600. O.O

ps. England is cold. *shivers*


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artistic_writer
05 August 2007 @ 10:28 pm
My absence...  
Ok this may be a little erratic of me..and i don't care. Because i am at the end of my tether. I consider myself an active person. I work, i have indoor and outdoor pets that rely on me to keep them clean, tidy and fed, and i have a 84lb/6 stone Dobermann who hasn't been walked for over a months. And why? Because mummy can't walk.

Let me give you some background. I apologise for its lengthyness, but i'll try and break it up with some pictures. DO NOT CLICK unless you have a strong stomach!!

I had a small warty lump on my heel that kept rubbing on my work shoes. I am on my feet for 6 hours a day at work so i went to my doctor who said that it could be chryogenically freeze burnt off the next day. Awesome! That was July 4th.

July 5th - Went to my doctors surgery and an outside GP did the procedure. Using liquid nitrogen he froze the lump. He said it would blister but i might have to come back 3 weeks later for a repeat session.
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July 6th - Woke up the next day and the lump and the patch of blistered skin had become wet and soggy and started to peel off. By the end of the day, it had dropped off completely.
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July 7th - My foot really hurt today and when i looked at it, it had become green and swollen (notice my lack of ankle bone). Kept it covered as instructed and called work to say i wouldnt be in Sunday (8th).
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July 8th - Today my mother decided this wasn't a normal reaction so took me to our Accident and Emergency department (the UK version of ER with less Luka Kovac XD). The infection had spread overnight from my ankle to the top of my tattoo, which is half way up my leg. At the hospital they took blood tests and xrays of the bone which revealed no infection in the bone but septecaemia (blood infection) and cellutitis (skin infection). I was admitted for a crash course of IV antibiotics and found out i was allergic to iodine, morphine and elastoplast (plaster/bandaid sticky).
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July 12th - I was discharged from hospital with a bucket load of pills and instructions to take them as directed for a week. There was two antibiotics and some strong pain relief. In total, i was taking 8x 250mg penicillin, 2x 500mg flucloxacillin and 2x 500mg codine four times a day. That's 48 pills in 16 hours. Needless to say i was in a drug induced coma.
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July 13th - My boyfriend called the hospital and queried the dosage. They said it sounded too high and it needed changing, so someone should bringing it back up. My mum was on holiday so Mikey stayed with my dogs and My friend Mara came with me to the hospital where they changed it to only 4 Penicillin instead.
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July 16th - First dressing change by my local nurse. Not much improvement.
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July 17th - another dressing change but silver not applied as it was not working properly on the wound.
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July 20th - Back to the hospital to see my consultant again who was very pleased with its progress. Dosage on pills reduced further to 1 x 500mg Flucloxacillin and 2 x 250mg Penicillin. For one week.
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July 28th - Over a week later I am still taking my medications as directed but i am taken back to hopsital because it has become green and gooey. It is oozing around the edges of the scab and the hospital ask me to keep an eye on it and to go back if it gets worse.
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July 30th - Practice nurse at my local GP sees wound when dressing is changed and is not happy. She tells me to go back to the hospital immediately and tell them it is infected. Hospital disagree and say it is red and swollen from healing but a swab of the wound has showed i am allergic to penicillin and resistant to Flucloxacillin. I have been taking enough pills to sink a fleet of ships for nothing. New anticbiotic prescribed.
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Aug 2nd - Had to go back to my local GP because the side effects of the new tablets on a high dosage were killing me. Abdominal pains, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea and low blood pressure all caused through the high doage antibiotic Erythromycin. She halfed the dosage and told me to take Flucloxacillin with it, even though i am resistant it is still doing little work on the wound.

Aug 3rd - Scab totally come off on dressing change - was infected underneath the whole time.
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Aug 5th - The start of granular tissue (i think. I hope)
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So i am just about ready to give up. I am fed up with taking pills and them not working. I am fed up with not being able to go to work and losing my wage. I am fed up with not being able to go out in public because i cant move without crutches or without shoes on. And i am fed up with only being able to eat fish and rice incase i throw up again. I am so depressed i just keep crying.

God bless the NHS. *stab kill*
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artistic_writer
05 August 2007 @ 10:24 pm
(no subject)  
Title: My Last Betrayal
Rating: PG-15/R (drug references, some language)
Characters: Sara, Michael, Lincoln
Genre: Het, Violence (mild)
Requested by: [info]linc_mike_jess 
Prompts: Linc/Sara, Michael/Sara, Drugs, Pain, Bruises – and I managed to get them all in there! PBFE piece XD
Author’s Notes: I hope this is to the liking of the author. I tried. This is my longest ever POV fic by one character and it was a challenge :) Thanks to my beta reader, [info]pemphredouk <3
Summary: I am sure, in the deepest depths of my heart, I always knew Michael would find out.


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21 June 2007 @ 09:52 pm
...  
Holy crap on a stick!  She LIVES!

Good news: I have finished ALL of my coursework.  It is all handed in and i never want to write the world horse in anything ever again...except this post. obv.
Bad news: I am physically exhausted.  i don't even want to have sex, and that's saying something lol.  This means i am in lack of motivation, which means my idea for my PBFE fic, which has to be done and beta'd by July 1st, is just swimming around in my head...and not getting written.

I am doomed.

Other notable things to remember:

- I have to get a job.  Full time, paid employment. meh.
- I have to meet mikey's parents. still. eek!
- I have to write some of turbulence soon.  the next chapter is the good one lol
- Jess and I should wwrite something. anything.  we haven't in so long because i procrastinate and leave all my work until the end of the year, but now college is over, i should write some more.
- Must get online at same time as Jess in order to write.
- Should, in all honesty, go to bed right now to catch up on lost sleep.
- Shouldn't, in all honesty, have eaten an entire tub of mint choc chip ice cream. *barfs*

Meh fuck it.  I am going to bed, with the laptop. rar!  How's that for a slice of pie! 
 
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artistic_writer
13 June 2007 @ 01:56 pm
WTF!  
I'm alive!

barely....

i haven't written anything for like 8 weeks.  I am desperate need of a brain to write all my college assignments for me.  Just when i thoguht i had finished them all, this week i was given 3 more...due in on Tuesday.  Holy fuck dude, don't be too nice to the student will you?!

So yeah, thats why i havent written anything as yet.  And when i do, i desperately need to write my PBFE piece *cries* 

And turbulence.

I fele so bad for neglecting LJ and my friends for actual life lol.  What is up with me?
 
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artistic_writer
19 May 2007 @ 01:10 am
What I have been doing...  
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

bad me ;)
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17 May 2007 @ 08:53 pm
Turbulence :+: Finding Truth (chapter eleven)  
Title: Finding Truth
Author: Itrustyoutokillme/ [info]artistic_writer 
Rating: PG-15
Characters: Sara, Michael, Other/Original Characters
Genre:AU, angst
Summary: Michael Scofield wasn’t special. He was a man, and as such a born liar.
Warnings: None
A/N: Thanks to my betas, [info]darkandtwistyme  and [info]jess_00 
[info]darkandtwistyme  edit: I TOTALLY ROCK SALEM! I FIXED IT YAY!

( Finding Truth )
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i am at: getting meg to post this entry for her
i feel: frustrated
 
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artistic_writer
16 May 2007 @ 07:18 pm
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wow...

i've been kinda AWOL, huh?

*is sorry to everyone*

also, LJ is being a bizatch and will not let me post chapter 11 of Turbulence properly.  We are falling out *shakes fist*
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artistic_writer
09 May 2007 @ 04:28 pm
"...The balance has shifted, warped, sick and twisted..."  
..."grabbing at angels when i fall." [High Wire Escape Artisit - Boysetsfire]

Salem's Room. (which is not finished yet but nethertheless, different to when megs saw it :D)
( This way! )

*is off to work*

See you all in 4 hours!
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08 May 2007 @ 10:56 am
Fox River Fic Challenge :+: No One Will Know  

Title: No One Will Know
Author: itrustyoutokillme / [info]artistic_writer 
Characters/Pairings: Lincoln, Sara, Michael
Rating: PG-15
Word count: 100
Genre: Humor, Drabble
Summary: Lincoln talks to LJ, then Jane and she must have said something to excite him.
warnings: BRIEF masturbation references.
A/N: Not Beta’d but dedicated to Simone, [info]happywriter06 Because I hate Jane and she has the best imagination possible to know WHAT she actually said to him. ;)  Written for the [info]foxriver_fic challenge for May - I chose #3 - Masturbation. MMM <3

 

 

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artistic_writer
08 May 2007 @ 10:03 am
You know what's really weird...?  
...no, me either.

So I had the best weekend i've had in a long time and it was all soooooooo tiring.

Mara and Mikey came over on Saturday and we totally chilled. There was a korma, a tikka, some stodgy rice (ROFL), some naan and THE LOUDEST rendition of "We go together" from Grease We could ever do lol - It was so awesome!  Oh, Mara...btw...Who put the ram in the ramalama ding-dong? ROFL

Then, I'm pretty sure we were all falling asleep anyway but Me and Mara had to get up and go to work on Sunday. bleh.  Our gay ass store manager was totally picking on us and Adam because were are the longest stadning members of staff and wanted to "chat" to us at the end of the day...however, good old predictable Ian went home early because the football was on.  Tard.  I hate football.

Then after work we went to the train station to meet....*drumroll*....MEGAN KATE! <3 <3 <3 You may know her as Meg...or [info]darkandtwistyme but i called her some other random things.  You know, we forgot to pic spam ourselves....However, highlights of our weekend were...

- Meg being at my house for five minutes, her mum calling whilst we were all hyper and me answering the phone with "Harro!" - ROFL - okay Meg, i cannot look at your mum EVER. lol.
- My grandad kidnapping Mara. *giggles*
- Hot Fuzz!  <-- Awesome movie.  So watching it again when i get home. (I tend to suspect "Cornetto" is an on going joke between Simon Pegg and Nick Frost lol)
- TEKKEN BUTTON MASH FEST! - oh my god, i split my thumb open beating playing Mara, Mikey and Meg and now it is all infected lol - its hurts so badly, but because i am the worst winner in the world (and an even worst loser) - *takes a breath*  IN YOUR FACE ALL YOU M NAMES! MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *prances*
- This quote from meg following myself saying "he had one eyebrow" - "What like a monobrow or one eyebrows shaved off?" - ROFL  Oh she wins so hard! lol
- Karl's ruthlessness on Halo 2 and Gears of War @ his Halo-fest/Lee's BBQ.  Never want another BBQ ever again...meat was still mooing lol and Me and Mara need to practise Halo 2 so hard because they would totally own our asses if we playing in our current state.  *makes a note to go steal her brothers game later*

Downlights of me weekend....

- Having to work on kids. Bleh.  I hate kidswear.
- Meg going home. :(  Glad you got home okay that baby ;)
- The fact Mikey cannot purr. God damn him.


Things to do...

- PBFE5 Fic.  I can't think of something to write.  I might talk to another writer to get some help...or hire someone to be my muse...Has anybody seen my muse?  God damn.
- PB HIatus Fic Challenge #3 - NC-17!  Wow, i'm so excited about writing smut...again. *filthy thoughts about a Michael/Sara/Lincoln/Veronica 4-some*
- LIVE AND LET LIVE challenge - not sure if i am going to write this one yet...I can't decide if i can actually write half of the pairings i am thinking about.  I might just write something that is normally written...but with a dirty, dirty, sexy twist that no one will expect.  Like Kellerman finding Sara and Michael in the Chicago train and Kellerman having sex with Sara while Michaal masturbates. Hmm...which leads onto my next Challenge...
- Fox River Fic's Merry Month of Masturbation ;)
- Meh.  Coursework.  For tomorrow.  *kills*
- Go to Doctors Thursday before period pain finally ends my life <--maybe too dramatic.  It might not even be associated with my period because its a backache that is there but made worse at thsat time of the month.  Crippling.  Mara, will you and your hands marry me? lol
- Charge mp3 player.  Need music.
- Get a paid LJ account.
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artistic_writer
06 May 2007 @ 09:41 pm
ZOMG!  
[info]darkandtwistyme

IS AT MY HOUSE!
 
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02 May 2007 @ 01:23 am
PB Hiatus Fic Challenge #2 - Five Minutes Later  
Title: The Pit
Author: itrustyoutokillme / [info]artistic_writer
Rating: PG
Characters: Michael Scofield, Alex Mahone
Genre: Post-escape, General
Summary: Five minutes after entering Sona, he’d entered the light. Five minutes earlier he had left everything he knew.
Warnings: Mild Violence (as ever with me lol)
A/N: I really don’t like this. I actually wrote it and then typed it up and I then threw it away, however I am really lacking for another idea right now. Thanks to [info]tearcreek for telling me making me asking me to write a M/A fic <3 This is for her, as well as the #2 challenge at [info]pbhiatus_fic



(  #2 - Five Minutes Later - The Pit  )
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30 April 2007 @ 05:39 pm
Coming to terms...  
...with the fact i'll be an aunty at 21.  Somehow, it just feels so wrong lol.

I found out today that my bro and his gf have decided on a definite boys name, if its a boy.  Check this out.

Lincoln James Davies-Stopes 

Awesome.  Netiher of them watch PB, they jsut both like the name Lincoln.  My brother's name is James so that will be his middle name, and me and my mum are totally fangirling over the fact we'll have an LJ in our family!!!

(unless its a girl. bleh.  Then they have Kaitlyn...and some other weird name that means i'll have to disown the child LOL)

From this post on i will be rerfering to the progress of my first neice/nephew as "teh shrimp" - because its funny lol
Lets hope teh shrimp is a boy. <3
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